How fair is that?

I have a grateful heart tonight. This would be a good thing if the reason for my feelings wasn't sort of sad. I'm grateful because I'm not any of the people I know and care about. It's just everyone seems to be having so many problems. Just to give you a clue what I mean: Libby doesn't seem to be feeling so well, my girlfriend, that I love so, is having too many issues to mention, a co-worker is getting a divorce--- the list just goes on and on. I look at my own life and feel guilty because everything is going so well. It isn't that my heart doesn't break for my friends it's just that I'm so glad it's not me. Am I bad or what???

Cindy is so funny. I was telling her about my strange mental state today. It's weird, one minute I'll be fine, the next, a total grump, then I'll be fine again. She just laughed [we are the same age] and said, 'my dear, you have developed a 'bitch' switch. You'd better start wearing a sign to warn others.' Now I ask you, 'just how supportive is that?' In truth, she did make me laugh. I guess it is best to just take life as it comes at you----like a locomotive!